L'amour Pur Est Mon Truc

Hello my followers and soon to be followers...How's everything so far? I know it's almost Christmas and for sure some of us are doing last minute Christmas shopping (Like yours truly)... I cannot imagine that time flies and next year will be another new set of adventures and journeys. Honestly, as of this moment I don't know what can I deliver next year. For sure I promise with you new ideas, new concept and probably (this is only a probability) I might start doing vlogs, I still don't know. I have to level up. Blogging is my main thing because sometimes I tend to mumble in front of the camera or even in recording. (Now I am giving myself an idea of doing podcast in the near future). Way too many ideas in my mind but I have to take baby steps I am just a lonesome wolf running this blog. 

Anyways I know I have already tackle this topic beforehand but I want to re-tackle this because I got into my nerves that most of the teenagers nowadays specially in my own kind (Yes! I do admit that I am a Filipino but sometimes I lost my identity as a Filipino*coughs*). Yeah! I am sick but still I my mind is active in writing. I miss writing and this is my first love aside from cooking and playing my musical instruments. Well let's go back to my blogging; Once again I am tackling about PURITY IN WAITING... Yes! I am tackling this again because nowadays medias especially movies specifically Rom-coms and some dramas airing right now. Honestly, It got into my nerves nowadays that I am losing my mind and sometimes belief that there are still woman who can wait for their man. (Once again this is my mind and you can't control my mind. I know most of you will flip tables again because I am being harsh. Sorry reality hurts and its better to be awaken right as of this moment rather than being blinded by those nonsense talks that you are dealing with. For the the drinks that you have on the table that you have. I don't really care about that. It's your money not mine.)

Well, once again ladies we are met to be hunt down by the the gents. It's not our part to hunt our dream man down and seduce them. Like seriously being flirt and fetish is not a good composure of a lady. If you really want to be called a lady you must know how to wait for the right person that will protect you  and make you happy for the rest of your existence on this earth (I've been there a lot of times and I despise that action that I have done). Ladies remember this being desperate and hopeless romantic is not our thing. Remember this; God is our first boyfriend since birth so be happy that we have a constant lover despite that fact that we are lonesome traveler here on earth. Ladies, once again a true woman I should say we have to act demure and act the way that our parents taught us. (I am not saying that some of their lessons in life are right but still 99.99% are right). Ladies, if you really want an everlasting mortal love, let that man win you not win them. Seriously, in my own opinion; I am still sticking to those ladies who are patiently waiting and I salute them for waiting. Waiting is the most beautiful thing that you can experience in your entire life. Authentic Love equals everlasting mortal love. Remember in the marriage vow TILL DEATH DO US PART   That's the most beautiful thing that you can hear. 

Ladies, remember this don't let a guy use you to be their band-aid of their past relationship. That's sucks I should say (Once again I've been there once and I will never let that happen to me again) because that's not an authentic love its only a band-aid love like a filler from their past relationship. For sure after they use you they will leave you totally. (like what I have said I've been there and not going back on that state anymore) It hurts being used by a guy. Ladies remember this; there is a guy waiting for you out there. He is just pulling himself out and preparing for the future that you will have together. Once again ladies its better to wait than to be sorry. Honestly, next year I'll be on my 2nd year of being single after my 3 years of relationship. I know you will ask what happened long story to cut it short he is not my type of guy at all. I just woke up and told to myself its time to wait for another GENTLEMAN who will really fulfill that vow TILL DEATH DO US PART. Yes! I am waiting right as of this moment I am not ashamed of that. I do believe that waiting is the most beautiful experience. I do admit that I am still scared of falling in love but I have to face the fact that it's part of my journey to fall in love. 

Let's talk about you gents, please be serious about hunting your woman that you want to cherish forever. If you really want a happy ending; do not choose a lady who hunt you down. Like seriously; in my own opinion ; that's the most disgusting thing that I can ever see. Better hunt a lady who will be serious to you not just a girl who will flirt and play your heart all they way and afterwards they will leave you. If you are really looking for a true love, always look for a Lady who will fight with you; will be with you through thick and thin; and most especially will be fully committed to you. In my own opinion girls who are in lost composure they are not yet ready for a relationship. (This is just my own opinion...and this is my blog...my mind...my thoughts). Gents, please never ever use us Ladies to be your band-aid. If you have unfinished business with your past deal with it not flirting back to any girls that hunts you down. Like seriously, if God is just a human and you played with him for sure He will be hurt because you are playing His love. Not just that for sure he will regret that he love you but remember God's love is real, eternal and constant. Just cling to Him not to those girls who are desperate to be loved back. So if you really hurt and you have an unfinished business with your past please please please never ever use a girl to patch that wound. Instead let that wound heal and explore the world by yourself. Be a lone wolf. It's okay to have friends but much better to be a lone wolf as you heal from that your past. (I feel you gents.. I've been there from my past relationships and I know to be a lone wolf.) If you really have an unfinished business deal with it finished it up or should I say suck that dust up clean it and walk way after you clean it. 

Gents and Ladies (yes! now this part where I want to talk about) please if you really like each other control yourself especially when you are in public places. I should say PDA is the most awkward and disgusting thing that the whole humanity invented. (This is my opinion okay) but if you don't have any special connection with one other or you are just friends and you two are doing it like seriously just stop it...it's disgusting. Way too disgusting. What if someone close to you learn about it (most especially your parents) for sure they will be a shame and they will think (especially our parents) "Did their parents thought them how to act proper outside? (parents perception: What did we go wrong bringing up our son/daughter to act like that?)" (I do got it a lot of times that's why I am being mindful now of my actions okay). Honestly, if you really don't want to be put into a hot seat so please just act the way what your loving parents taught you. Honestly if you two are not in a relationship and you are acting like that please just stop it you will just hurt each others feeling and for sure you both will regret it. You will regret that fact why you two did that. 

to conclude this blog which right now I am calmed. (kudos to Ms. Miley Cyrus for creating the Wrecking Ball song). It's been in my mind since ages. Waiting is the most amazing thing that we can do in life. Gents be the real hunter as you can be. Remember God gave you that instinct so be smart and man enough to distinguish the girl that you can share your life forever. Never ever fall in to a girl who flirts you way too much instead fall to a lady who chases the immortal beloved first. Remember its in the Bible about girls who are being flirt. (As far as I remember its in most Proverbs writings.) Better search for a lady who chase God first before herself rather than chasing a girl who thinks herself before God. Ladies same thing with the gents all we do is to wait, let these gents do their hunting. Do not hunt for your man. Let them catch you and be better set your bars high. Seriously ladies it is not a good sight that if we are the one who are hunting for our men. Just let God work with your love story (same with you gents). Do not write your own love story because it will fail (done that I fail a lot of times). Surrender everything to our father for sure your love story will end like a fairy tale. 

Until here then...

La Honestidad es la Mejor Política

Hello my dear followers and soon to be followers! How's everything so far? How's life? I know for sure we are all caught up our very busy schedules and all things that we make ourselves busy at this moment. Canadian followers especially here in Toronto. Bundle up! I know we are almost close to winter time. Same also with our fellow Americans near to us.

Anyways my mind is right now on a topic of honesty. (I know for sure you will filp your tables, or whatsoever that you can flip.. Like what I have said beforehand; this is my mind and my creative juices. You don't have any control with it; and if your table has drinks within it.. I don't care cause that's your money.) Anywho; what kind of honesty am I talking about? Well I am talking about is honesty in courtships and relationships. Frankly speaking this is the most imporating thing when it becomes to building an everlasting love.

Nowadays some of us women are already shattered into pieces after a disasterous relationship that they came from.. Some of them years before they completely be healed. Frankly speaking; I myself had a hard time to be completely healed from my past relationship. I am still broken I should say but I am picking up those pieces again. Honestly, my physical being is ready but my heart says no stop. For sure; most of the women nowadays are looking for a man who is sincere and honest and I cannot blame them. Gents, its better to be true and honest to a lady. Ladies are very emotional I am telling you. Once you got their affection they will for sure lighten up themselves and be open to you.  I know for sure some of us (including yours truly...and I admit that) are easy to fall in love to those gents who are (I should say) flirt (pardon my terminology but I can't help it) or I should say a way too nice gents. Ladies sometimes most of the gents are just like that, flirt afterwards nothing. They will just left you. In other words; they just treat you as a friend that's all.

Gents if you are really courting us ladies; be sincere and honest. Courtship can lead into different (ladies you too, no hiding to your gents).
aspect of relationship. Us ladies doesn't want any lies because we want a serious and everlasting relationship. Frankly, love is very imperfect and I can attest to that. Yes! There will be ups and downs but the most important thing about relationship and courtship is honesty. If you really a serious guy, be fair enough to open everything to your lady. In other words on hiding with one another

Honesty can bring your relationship miles or I should say everlasting joy.

In friendship, you have to be honest also to the person whom you cherish or I shoud say a friend that is counting on you. You have to be honest because they are like your brother or sister to you. I frankly say I became a victim of that many times. That's why sometimes I just tend to be alone or choose my friends wisely. I know friends may fail you but true and good friends who are true to you will never fail you. That's the moral that I have learned as I take this journey. Friends may come and go but authentic friends will never abandon you in times of happiness and even your darkest time in your life and I can attest again with that.


If you are really a honest, true and good friend your friend just be real. No hiding and all of that unwanted alibies that you can make. If you hide something to them for sure, they will lose trust to you and the tendency they will get bitter to you. Honestly, I became bitter to my so called friends before because of what they have done to me. It's okay to be bitter but you have to let it go because you can't do anything. The damage has done and just walk away and stand up what is good for you. Always remember this if a friend ask you to help him/her out make time because time is the most important thing in a relationship (including love relationship).

After all whether it is a Love or friendship relationship; honesty is the main key of everything. Everyone wants an honest human and nothing will beat that. Tell them the truth because it won't hurt and bite you.

Until here then...

Revolving Circles

Hello again my dear followers and soon to be followers how's everything? How's everything so far? I hope my American followers have a nice and relaxing thanksgiving. Canadian followers...How's the weather so far? Does it treat you well? for sure some of us swearing with the weather (I know what you feel guise... I reside where the winter is harsh). Bundle up Canada, don't let grumpy old winter froze you. well another day another time for me to blog. I love blogging what can I do this is life. Life is full of fun fact that we can jolt down.

Thanks again to my contributors who are giving me ideas what I should write on my blog. I am enjoying this style every single time they gave me inspiration and ideas to write topics that I cannot think about. Kudos to you guise! I promise that I will try my best to fulfill every single topic that I you have given to me.

Anyways I am here again writing. Well I should say this is a nice topic to talk about... Well I know all of us do have circle of friends (I do not believe to those anti-social peeps saying that they don't have friends... and that is the weirdest thing that I will ever hear in my entire life). I know the bigger the circle is the more learnings that we can get. In contrary with this; some of us are tend to stick with those friends whom just they know for a long period of time. I should say we have to grow my dear readers. We have to be open to other form of friendships. Let's say you have friends outside the community... Hang with them... Learn from them because it will make you grow as a person... If you have friends that you haven't talk for a while reach out. I am telling you this because in this life we will not learn if we are sticking to our know group aka cliques. Yes! It's good to have them but remember we are journeying in this world by ourselves. We were release on this world alone (execpt when our parents took care of us) and we will take this journey by ourselves. Yes! we will encounter good people that eventually will turn into good friends but sometimes you have to sore to different group.

Soaring and minggling with different people; it a good new opportunity to learn from them. Like for example; miggling with older than you can teach you a lot of things like how to handle situation that you can take anymore. Looking for different variances of people will make you whole as a person. I honestly learn when I start opening myself to know people outside the community where I belong. Sometimes I tend to see other friends that I have who is already on a stable mode likewise they have family and stable income. Learning from them makes me grow. Honestly, to the health group that I belong to I am learning from them how I should live healthy and not just only you have to share the blessings that you have received. Another thing will be minggling with the religious people aka nuns or the priest... (Honest to God, this is the best part of my life... Serving with the Salesians Sisters of Don Bosco...Waaah I miss them so much); talking and minggling with them will make you think what life is and what is our true purpose in life.

Honestly there are a lot of opportunity for us to grow. I should say loads of opportunity. I forgot to mention this; try reaching out to those people that you become close before you gain a solid group. I am telling you they will also help you to grow. Those friends that you became close to they already soar differently; and not just only that they have already experience life differently. Talk to them as frequent as you can be; for sure you will learn a lot from them. From your parents too; despite that you argue a lot you will learn loads of things for them because they already experience life where you are sitting right now.

Like what I have said beforehand don't sit with your comfort zone. Reach out to other people so that you will gain learnings from the people that you met; from the people that you missed out; and from the people that make your faith stronger.

Until here then....

Journey of Life

Hey peeps! What's up this early morning? I guess you are thinking "She just done one blog today and yet she's writing another one." Well that's life of an active writer I should say. Sometimes in life you really have to do productive things so that your mind get exercised and release that creative juices that you have. This is me, writing is my passion and at the same time releasing my thoughts that has been stuck for ages.

Speaking of life, I know some of my audience are in their early adulthood stage and seeking his or her purpose in life. I should admit that I am almost out of that stage but still I have to contine my life journey. Honestly I am still pondering on this topic; but I know God will help me to get through this blog. (Lord use my creative juices to release the right words that I want to share to my young adult audience so that they can get insipiration from me...Mama Mary please cover me with your mantle that my words and wits will be written down according to your son and father's will... St. Padre Pio and the rest of my intercessoral saints please intercede for me...Amen) 

Sorry for my short prayer because of this topic I have to ponder every single things that I have to jolt down in ths blog... I know that life seems to be complicated for us.. Even our parents I should say they are still learning as they continue with their journey. As for us young adults (yay! I am including myself for being a young adult); We are still in the component of seeking and asking ourselves "What's my purpose in life? Why I am here on earth? and Why am I going all through this?" and so on questions that is stuck in our mind. Honestly, as I grow there is one thing that I have realize, my purpose here on earth is to love God and to serve Him wether I am outside the community or inside the community where I belong. I have also learned that my purpose here is to inspire other people through writing. I know this is only a small way of giving other people hope. Hope that they can boost their confidence up.

Honestly I am telling you this; I am not confident with myself before. I grew up being bullied by my classmates from pre-school to university. I did experience a lot of pains and sufferings that I cannot bear anymore. I did a lot of crazy stuff in life but where I am right now I am here telling you that life is such a beautiful thing to hold on to. Honestly those pains and sufferings that I experience I just laugh it out and thank God for giving me another chance of seeing the world and explore all the possibilities in life. People that surrounds me keeps on asking me "Do you have regrets in life? You are still experiencing load of pain like recently." Well all I can say is I have no regrets at all because I am clinging to the one who created me as a person and know my inside and my heart. Why should I give myself regrets if God gave me this opportunity to see wonderful things in life.

Yes! I am still growing as a person. I am still walking with the purpose that I know and reconstructing my purpose here through writing or other things that I can glorify God. I am telling you this; I okay to explore things in life with friends and family but sometimes you have to explore it by yourself and you will for sure realise your self worth and for sure you will make a statement that God created me for who really I am and He made me to be his or her greatest masterpiece. Be open to other people that you will encounter in life. Reach out to those people whom you haven't talk to for a long time. For sure they miss you so much; but most especially, don't forget to reach out to the one who created you. My purpose here is to love and to serve God; but I know not just only that to make people happy and accept them for who really they are.

Journeying with our purpose is a long way to seek but finding your self-worth will make everything estabilized. Keep journeying and know your main purpose in life. Be happy for what you have and always remember our main purpose here to love and serve our Lord through our fellow brother and sisters. And once again reach out to those people whom you have talked especially a friend that is near to you. For sure he/she misses you so much. Keep glowing and know that God is always with you no matter what. Shrug people that is not for you always keep happy thoughts in your heart and think positive. I forgot to mention, enjoy every single thing that you have in your life. Gadgets and gizmos can be replaced but the people that loves you so much cannot be replaced at all.

Until here then

Love will find a way

Hey my dear followers and soon to be followers.. How's everything so far? It's Thanksgiving in America and I just want to greet a Happy Thanksgiving to all my followers from America. Stay safe and enjoy our moments with your family, friends, and relatives whom you are celebrating with. Enjoy your sumptuous dinner and just relax. To my Canadian followers, how's everything so far? We are almost enetering the most awaited (probably not) season... winter. Stay warm Canadians...

So again another day for me of blogging, another excrection of brain juices in my mind and once again I got an another topic from one of my creative directors (per se) to do this topic. (By the way I'll be doing double blogging for this day thanks to my another creative director). I know you may thinking "Is she out of ideas? Why she hired creative directors for her blog?"  All I can say is that; I didn't hire them, I ask them to give me topics. They are my close friends that I ask for topics that I should tackle with my blog. Sometimes, I ran out of thoughts and ideas for my blog. Honestly, I love working with them. Just to give a shout out... Thank you to my girl contributor who gave me a lot of topics for my blog for the past days that I wanna express myself. Seriously you became my brain and I am just your executioner. To my next blog a guy contributor who gave me a topic. (Just wait for it guise let me tackle this okay). Thank you for giving me a great thought... Don't worry I will try my best to execute everything this time,

Anywho, I am writing this blog about how to do courtship... I know that this is a funny yet sensitive situation for other people. Well this is part of our lives, we were born single and this moment of our lives we are looking for our partners. Partners for life not temporarily. (Okay here I go again.. Once again this is only an opinion and base from my experience...If you want to flip your table with drinks go ahead. I don't care. As long as I can juice my mind. Don't waste your money okay). In life we really need to have a great partner in life; because 1) They will be with you through thick and thin 2) they will see the real beauty in you despite the fact that the world is against the two of you and 3) he/she will be with you unti death,

Okay, I will talk to the gents first. You gents are natural hunters of this world. God instill that skills to you. Remember you are the one should be doing the moves if you really want that girl. Honestly gents some ladies have set their bars high (like yours truly) but here's a small tip from a girl perspective. Some of the girls wants to be treated like a princess. That's a fact gents. I am telling you this because some of us are soft and delicate despite that they are showing of their strong will infront of you. Treating them like a princess will be a great plus but still you really need to work on your hunter skills. If you really like the lady and your kind timid... Dude! wake up! you have to move. She will not do the move... It will not good for a lady to be man hunter and court a man, It your job to court us gents. Gents not just only that ladies want to see your effort. Effort is everything gents. The best part if you show the girl that you are interested to her when you meet her parents especially the dad... Dad's are ladies first lover. He will protect his princess not to be hurt from her suitor.  Winning her parents it will be a great factor...

Ladies, if the guy shows an interest to you; give them a chance. Let them court you. Don't let their hopes be ruin because its an opportunity for you to know that gentlemen. If you like him too, let thfor some of them) they want results already.  And not just only that ladies; Ladies as they court you still set your bars as they continue to court you.
at flourish; if not just let them know that you are not interested. Thank them and tell them the true feelings towards them. Gents be man enough to accept the fact that sometimes that the ladies that you want doesn't like you. Remeber ladies, our beloved gents here sometimes doesn't want to wait (

Honestly, courtship should be a give and take situation, if a gentleman likes you let it be. Let them work on their hunter skills. If they really won your heart let that heartchain be broken. If you really don't like him set your bars high and let the guy know. Ladies, our gentlemen are human also they tend to be hurt or dismayed if they did not get what they want. Gents, like what I have said to the to the ladies; we are also humans. We don't want to be hurt and we don't want gents who are players. A true gentleman will stick a lady who he really knows that is for life (and vice versa for you ladies). 

Until here then

Proud to be me (For guys only but ladies you may read this too)

Hello again,,,Okay I just admit that I have finished writing a blog about true beauty for girls but this time I know guys also have a tendency to visit my blog so gents this blog is for you...

I know most of you guys always face their own vanity mirror, deal with you hair, your clothing and other gents stuff that will make you good, Seriouly gents, time to believe in yourself, You really don't have to do thoes stuff because you are already handsome. ( I must admit that I want to put beauty but I forgot this is entry is for the gents out their). Being handsome is deep within you. You are preciously made by God to govern all the creatures in this world and you are being created with his image and likeness. Remember this guys no one is created ugly. The only thing that will make you ugly is how you treat other people that surrounds you. Seriously guys, I am being straight forward here. Listen, yes you are physically handsome and you are like Tom Cruise or Justin Trudeau (shucks why I am saying this) but your inside (I mean your attitude is ugly); In my own precepts you are not handsome to me...Why because its like being vain to yourself (I should say being a narcisst). Remember we are all equal no matter what colour, raise, ethnicity, or whatsover that the world divides us you are handsome.

Remember this gents, your good personality will make you more handsome and pleasant to the eyes of the society, Yes! Most people will say, physique is important but remember this physical apperance will be gone but your personality will stay. We all live once and we have to live in our full capacity. I am telling you this because right now media is everywhere and keep on telling you this...this...and this will make you handsome... NO! You are the only one can make yourself handsome by having a good personality and how you treat your surroundings very well. No money can change your appearance but your personality will make difference in other people.

I challenge you gents, do not put anything in your hair or any aesthetics that you put before you go. Just wear what ever clothing you have and take a photo and put your own statement about being a handsome and put a hashtag PROUD TO BE ME! I am telling you gents no vanity formula can release your true swag it your personality will pull you into swag...

Until here then

Proud to be me! (For ladies only but gents you may read this also)

Hello again to my followers and soon to be followers! How's everyone doing? Happy Friday everyone! It's been a while that I have updated again my blog and yes! Finally I found time to release my creative juices over here. So what's up with me again... we this is another topical again but like what I have said before.. Having a topic on a blog doesn't mean that a blogger has it's own weakness but instead this is how they can release their juices. Look at the reporters and other bloggers; they have also topics. Some bloggers talks about health, some blogger talk about make-up and fashion, some others talk about charitable events that they went to see. Oh well, in some cases like me; I write whatever my mind or my topic inducer give to me.

Speaking of make up and fas(sorry gents you are out of this topic...but if you are interested to read it you may go head. Join the ride) Since make ups and aesthetics are being around for ages; and some of us girls forget that the true beauty is not all about the make ups that we are wearing or the clothes that we are wearing. Instead beauty comes within you. True beauty is not all about the make ups, clothes that we are wearing, accessorising ourselves with big bling or glams that we know its all about being true to yourself. To be honest with you those things that we have right now; it will be gone but the inner self that we have will last for a life time. We only live once and we should live to the full extent of our well being. Remember this ladies you are beautiful no matter what the world tells you. You havet he capacity to change the world, to be the top role model for the youth today, you can be the next celebrity chef, or whatsoever. You are beautiful what every size, shape, height, race, ethnicity or whatsoever that other people make us divide. You are you and that's how you live out yourself.
hion, this time I am focusing on the Ladies as of this moment;

Ladies, don't let other people pull you down, remember this once more, true beauty comes from the heart not from the make up that we are wearing. God made us perfect like him (I hope no one is being offended) and we have to strive for our common good. If your heart is good and you think positively; people that surrounds you will see that real radiance in you. The real glow that the world needs. Today I challenge you Ladies not to put makeup on your face. (Yes! I am challeging you...) Take a photo of yourself making your own statement about beauty and put a hastag PROUD TO BE ME. Do this for a week and let yourself be real. For sure 100% of the people will see the difference in you, Ladies, let's do this let's show our girl power (but not that much) let the people know that this is me I don't need make up (btw make up is only an enhancer of your beauty okay...sorry I forgot it to put in the 2nd paragraph) and I proud to be me...

Until here then

PS: Gents I will also create a posting like this for you because I know for sure you have also the capacity to be you at all cost....Ciao!

Guacamole and Chips

Hello again my followers and welcome my soon to be followers... How's everybody so far? I do hope that you are having a fine Friday morning (for those who are residing in North America) and having a great Friday night (on the other side of the world). For sure I know some of you will question my title...and once more this will be a topical thing again... I should say once more there is nothing wrong in doing topical thing okay. As long as my brain juices and my hands are able I am going to write what is in my mind. Once again all of my blog is based on my opinion and remember we are in a free world and I am in a free country so if you want  to flip your table again with drinks I don't care. I don't care if you are raging in anger after you read this blog. This is my opinion okay. I am sorry if I am hitting you. I know truth hurts and I did experience it quiet lot.

So here I go again.. (so help me God) ...  Nowadays I just notice that most of the youths and young adults (like yours truly) loves Instagram, snap chat, or any social media that can share picture of you and/or other things that can be shared. (admit it guise they are amazing apps I should say...) but sometimes some of us are abusing it by being vain to ourselves (I was there before and I despise it). Sometimes being vain with yourself is okay but over doing it...Well you are making the world know your private world. Sometimes people that you know or I should say (let's get closer) your friends... Some of them will praise you or sometimes behind your back will attack you. (Once again I've been there and I will never do it again). Honestly posting is fine if you are happy with yourself but not that a lot. (Like every other minute or I should say seconds). You don't know that you might irritated other people because they are getting sick and tired on what they are seeing of yourself. (I admit it happened to me also...I was being scolded okay)

Just a piece of advice my dear readers, it is okay to be vain and be a star in your social media apps like the avocado in guacamole. (Yes! Guacamole I love it!) but sometimes in life we have to keep our privacy because that's the only time that you can keep something to yourself and to your God. We don't have to be  avocados that other people will get sick and tired after they eat it every single day of their lives. Privacy is good...vanity well I should say it will cause some trouble in your life.. (for sure you don't want to be a controversial person and people will talk about you....I was there and never doing it again..)  

We can still use our favorite apps but use it in a great way like sharing quotes or sharing a nice picture that you take while you are pondering on things in life. (you can still take your selfie but in minimal way okay) Use your social media being a blessing to other people like sharing your favourite quotes are take a short video if you are listening to your favourite Christian music or any music that can inspire other people too. There are a lot of use of social media nowadays. Instead of being vain to yourself; use social media to motivate other people.


I know this is the 3rd shortest blog that I have did for the past 3 months that I have handling this blog but to conclude everything...Being vain is okay because you just love yourself so much. (Or else you will turn yourself into a narcissit .. Narcisim is bad for you health and to the people that surrounds you). All I can say you can be you over the social media but sometimes you have to keep some privacy to yourself. Once again instead of using the social media for your vanity purposes... Use it to inspire other people.

Until here then

Clase moderno

Hello again my dear followers and welcome to my soon to be followers! How's everything so far? I hope you are enjoying day (if you are residing on the other side of the world) or night (if you are residing in North America). I know there will be a topical moment on this blog but hey there's nothing wrong if you are doing something topical with your blog. Besides this is just my opinion and it's still up to you if you are going to flip your tables with drinks or make violent reactions. I am just blurting out my mind juices okay.

Okay it seems to be nowadays girls are getting sexier (in clothing per se).... and as you ladies flaunt your bodies to the boys they will think that you are just like an object to them. (Take this note: THIS IS JUST AN OPINION OKAY!!! DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY OKAY?!) Ladies, what I am trying to say is that as you expose you body to the boys they will have this urge to get close to you and it will end up in a one night stand (and it is not cool! I am telling you this because I have loads of friend experience this and end up having a bun in a oven aka baby). If you want to be respected by other especially guys; cover up and bring the best out of you. You don't have to flaunt your body and emphasize that you have size 36 DDD boobs (sorry guys for being exaggerated with my cup size. I am just giving the girls an example)  or a big ass that they can stare at. It's better to dress up appropriately and show what you can give to them. Ladies remember this we are being made not to be a sex slave but to be a women full of knowledge. In addition with this, ladies we can still attract men if we are just being true to ourselves. Being true to yourself will make you sexy.

You don't need to wear tight clothing all you need is yourself. Wear comfortable clothes that soothes you. Be real and for sure guys will respect you and like you. You don't have to flaunt any skin to them. Remember this we are born to be respected not to be a trash. Not just only that, you are beautiful no matter what other people or other media tells you. You are created beautifully and uniquely. Girls I forgot to mention this, being surreal to yourself with clothing is the best thing that you can give to yourself. As far as my observations; guys nowadays they are looking for smart (not academically but life/street) and prim looking ladies. 

Guys same things as with the girls; you don't have to wear any muscle shirts to emphasize you body. You also don't have to show your groins by wearing skinny jeans that won't fit to you. Guys come on, be real to yourself. A true man will always wear clothes where they are comfortable and being real in front of girls and other people. Not just only that guys; remember this, You are handsome no matter what you wear, shape or height you have. Just be you and be real to yourself. A real man will always make sure that he can bring himself with confidence and poise (Same with you girls). Guys you have a natural swag in you so release it without changing your clothes or attitude.

Oh I almost forgot about the social media world....Ladies and gents, you don't have to do a lot of selfies in your instagram, facebook, snapchat, pinterest, or whatsoever social media because you are posting yourself publicly. Exposing sometimes your private life will make your life sometimes good sometimes it will just cause you gossips or malicious thinking of other people. Hold your horses my ladies and gent, selfie is fine as long as you can control it.

Just remember this ladies and gents... Being true to yourself by not wearing any revealing clothes is the best thing that you can give out to the world. You will gain respect at the same time you can say to yourself that this is me. I will walk for who I am and I will never let other people dictate my clothing or they way that I should act. I have my own ways and I love it. Be a classy person as you can be and you will be enriched by the people that surrounds you.

Until here then....

Je suis une Dame Sage...Je suis un homme d'âge mûr

Hello followers and my soon to be followers! How's everything so far.... Sorry if I broke my promise to write three time a week but due to time and brain juices restriction I can't update this blog that frequent. Anyways... Why am I writing right now, well I should say base on my observations nowadays, some girls I should say are going crazy when it becomes to LOVE. Yes! Love is a beautiful thing to experience but sometimes we have to know our limitations...This is also same with the boys. (please note that this is only my own point of view so if you have violent reaction or you want to flip your table with drinks that's fine with me this is my brain and you don't control it okay. For the drinks that you waste, that's your money not mine)

It's okay to have guy friends and girl friends but sometimes we cannot avoid to gain crush on them right?! (We cannot avoid it! Come on! it's part of our life... Attraction is normal okay). Sometimes girls as we get close to our guy friends we tend to fall on them (this is an unavoidable circumstances should I say). I know that you are trying to control everything deep down but sometimes you can't handle it right... The thing is as we continue our friendship with them and you know that you fall to them the tendency is you will over think things that will make you believe that he or she has a crush on you too. To be frank with you, you will just hurt yourself. (I've been there a lot of times...it hurts you know). Girls if you really love yourself, learn how to control everything that you do especially when you are falling again to a guy friend. I know you will say its a modern world already... we should be aggressive now towards boys; but girls let me get you straight to the point...A real man wants a lady with finesse. Real man wants ladies who can bring themselves for who they are but in a demure way. Yes girls! We can be ourselves in front of them but still we should know our limitations okay. We cannot assume "Oh girl, He is so nice to me... sweet and caring" and we cannot assume also that he likes you... I am telling you this cause I have been to that stage... It's really painful in the end. Okay... Oh I forgot to mention, if you are telling this to someone else, CHOOSE WISELY.. because you really don't know who will back stab you... much better if you keep it to yourself and don't overthink.

Overthinking will kill you emotionally. Ladies if your guy friend is being nice to you it only means that he love you so much as a friend. In contrary; if that guy friend of yours are making moves now that's the time to think.You should know the balance between nice and liking. If they really like you they will do everything to win your heart. If they treat you as a good friend take it easy girls. Some guys are flirt (sorry if this terminology is kind a wrong but forgive me) or I should say way too friendly and nice. Don't take it seriously girls if they are like that because some of them that's their personality okay. (I am not a perfect adviser okay this is just based on my  experience.) Learn to balance everything...If you have crush with your guy friend go ahead but make sure it's not too much... Like what I am telling you before hand act like a lady with fineness.. If you love yourself, control yourself if you respect yourself you should know your limitation.. Don't hurt yourself to much you might lose your identity and cause damage to you and to your surroundings

Let's talk about you guys, I know sometimes you may encounter girls who are way too outgoing, friendly and sweet. They will show care for you no matter what.. She's just being a caring person should I say. Like what I have said with the girls, do not assume that they like you if they are your girl friends okay. You must know your limitations too. If you like your girl friend pursue her, win her heart. Put some elbow grease and make the best out of it. If not let her know that she is just a special friend to you. That's easy and its up to us girls how we will accept it. Guys, you should also know how handle some situations. If your girl friends likes you and you don't have any feeling to her let her know. Don't make her hanging and still treat her as you friend not leaving or ignoring her.  I know it's way too short for the guys but come on this is just base on my experience. Guys if you like her and she doesn't likes you (sorry I forgot to mention this to you) be man enough to accept it and be still friends with her. Let God work on every situation that the both of you are experiencing together....

To conclude everything, Ladies you can be still be you in front of your guy friends but know you limits okay. If you like them control yourself. Do not assume every single act that he do for you okay. If he is being a great friend to you accept it. If he really likes you let him win your heart. Set you bars up high. Gentlemen be man enough to handle your lady friend who has a crush on you. If you don't like them tell the them the truth so that she won't keep hanging on the hopes that you will be together forever as a couple. Let her know that you can be still good friends. If you like her pursue her break the chain of her heart.

Until here then

Soneto quebrado (Broken Sonnet)

Not long enough, I met this girl. Her name was Ileanna. Ileanna is a college student studying Game Design in a Community College where this college is known for media arts. She not that smart but she always make sure that every single detail of her work is almost perfect before the time of submission comes. As I continue my long walk aka journey, I met this guy. His name is Amando. Amando is a university student taking up Hospitality Management in a famous university where they have a strong foundation for this kind of program.

Ileanna’s college and Amando’s university are co-related with each other. Every summer Ileanna’s college always create courses where university students like Amando can apply and credit it to the next semester of his university. This summer, there was a course named “Psychology of Human Behaviour” that is being offered for everyone; whether they are a university student or a college student.

During the enrollment for this course, Amando was on the line waiting for his turn to use the computer to apply and pay for that course. As he waits for his turn, he saw Ileanna on the other side of the line. He was so mesmerized with the beauty of Ileanna but he thought that it’s not yet time for him to get a new one.  After he enrolled for that course, he tried to catch up Ileanna but he fail because he lost his sight with Ileanna.

Summer Classes have started and the community college and the university grounds are so busy because of the students. Not far enough, Amando saw the girl that he’s dreaming for. Same thing, he tried his best to catch up with her but unfortunately he did not catch her up. It’s already 9:00am and the classes started. Without noticing Ileanna, Amando sat beside him. After couple of minutes, the guy just notice that the Girl of his dreams was sitting besides him. After five minutes, He was shocked because he was sitting beside his dream girl. Kind a nervous with the sight that he saw Ileanna. After the few moments of shockness,  Amando tried his luck again to greet Ileanna and….

“Hi miss, I am a university student and I am not kind a familiar with your college; can I ask you about your college?”
“Sure! Absolutely! By the way sir; What’s your name?”
” Oh! I forgot to introduce myself… I am Amando Ortega a Hospitality Management Student but just call me Amando..how about you?”
“I’m Illeanna Montemayor, a Game Design student from this college. Just call me Illeanna”

Finally, the two met and talked. As they talk, Illeanna toured Amando around the campus and give some information about the campus. After the tour, the split up cause they have to go to their respective class where they are focusing. During their 2nd day on of their summer class, they see each other again and talk. After a short talk…

“Illeanna, can I get your number?”
“Sure! Here’s my number… (647) 777-8877″
“Thanks!”
“I’ll just text you later so that you can get my number and saved it…”
“Sure No worries”

After their short talk, both are still likewise kind a strange to each other but the both sides are feeling awkward when they are seeing each other. During her class, Illeanna saw her closet friend Isabelle. She knows Isabelle for a kind a long time but their friendship are way deep. After class, Illeanna told her awkward feeling towards Amando and….

“Isa, I don’t know what to do? I feel so awkward this time. If I see Amando, I feel like anxious and all the stuff where a girl will feel after her tragic relationship.”
“Hmmm…I thought you have already a guy that you want.”
” I know but…”
“Remember what I have told you before that he has plan going to Spain and stay their for long”
“Oh yeah! So what’s the progress?”

(Staring with each other)

“Oh no don’t tell me he’s all set…”
(nodding)
“Yeah! He’s all set….I just saw his status through Imagebook and he is asking for prayers for his interview at the Spanish embassy”
“Oh no!”
“Yeah! but that’s life! I will just let God write this story because he is the author of my life… :)”
“I agree with you”

Their talking was being cut because their food was being served already and they eat their dinner and still talk but about school already. After they had their sumptuous meal, they headed through a subway station and go on different ways.

Illeanna was in the bus and all of the sudden her phone rang and he got a message of Amando saying that that’s him and asking to save his number. She answer back and save the number of Amando in her phone. After saving it, her phone rang but it’s not just only a text but…

“Hello?”
“Hi Illeanna! This is Amando, How are you?”
“I am so tired and heading home…How about you?”
“Aw, how’s your study so far? Are you having a hard time?
” Well not really, my eyes are getting strained due to the radiation of the computer from our school.”
“That’s kind a not good”
“I know eh?! But that will be my career after this”
” Yeah your right”

They still talk and talk over their phones and when Illeanna’s stops had been announce; she ask Amando if they can talk tomorrow cause she is getting off and she will do a lot of things for her portfolio.

As the summer semester continues they, Amando and Illeanna keep on seeing each other and asking each other about their backgrounds. Summer semester is almost over and….

“Illeanna?”
“Yes?”
“I want to tell you something”
“What is it?”
“Can we go somewhere else like let’s have a true date cause we keep on seeing each other but it’s all about getting to know each other thing though..”
“Sure! When and where”
“This Saturday, I’ll pick you up at your house at around 7:30pm”
“Okay then…I’ll see you then and before we leave on Saturday, I will introduce you to my parents”
“Okay…No problem at all”

Saturday is fast approaching and the two are getting excited. Their minds are filled of a lot of questions, thoughts and anything that they can think of. Finally Saturday has arrived and the true day is already their. Fine Night and lovely aura, Amando picked up Illeanna and Illeanna introduced Amando to her parents. Before leaving the Illeanna’s place…

“Illeanna put this blindfold”
“Why?”
“Just put it into your face..no more questions ask”
“Okay”

Illeanna nervously putting the blindfold to her eyes and Amando guides her to his car. After a 35 minute drive, they finally reached a fine dinning restaurant where Amando’s friend is the owner of that restaurant. Amando guided Illeanna to their sit. After they got  their table Amando removed Illeanna’s blindfold and…

“Oh my Gosh! This is so beautiful! Why? What?” (She became speechless)
“Illeanna just sit back and relax its on me.”

After they are settled…

“Illeanna, ever since that I saw you, I felt different on you. I cannot explain this feelings that I have deep with in me”
“Same here, ever since that I  met you in our course and talk to you a lot I felt different on you, I cannot also explain what’s going on with me. I had already a girl talk with Isabelle but still she told me it’s up to me”
“Really?!”
“Yeah! For sure!”

They continue this conversation and….

“Illeanna, I know that we know each other for 3 months but I want to tell this to you”
“What is it?”
“I like you. I like not just because of the way your dress, shape or something else. I like you because of your attitude”
(Illeanna, blushed)
“Amando, I have something to tell you”
“What is it?”
” I like you too but I am still scared of falling again. I just had a tragic relationship and still coping up with the wounds that I had last year”

Amando was kind a upset but….

“Illeanna, I know that your still scared but I am willing to wait for you..”
“Are you sure with that? I might change after a few years…remember we don’t know what will happen next.”
“I know that, that’s why even if we do like each other I still want to be your friend or friends with special benefits”
(Illeanna thinks deeply)
(Amando is waiting)

After 15 minutes….

“Okay, then…I agree with your condition.”
“really?!”
“don’t you want to?”
“No, No, No…I am fine with that”

Days, months, and a year have past the their friendship grew stronger. This is the first time I saw two individuals are getting along even if they do have different educational background. Not long enough during Christmas, the two decided to go to Niagara to have their first Christmas vacation. They both agree with each other that they will have their vacation during their school break.

Their school had finished and finally they can go to vacation, Illeanna prepared a lot of things and might as well Amando. Saturday has arrived and both of them are already prepared, Amando drives his car going to Illeanna’s place to pick her up. Amando arrived already at Illeanna’s place.  When Amando ring the doorbell, one of his siblings answer the door and let Amando in. As he waited to the living room, Illeanna was still in the on her bedroom still preparing herself. Not long enough, Illeanna went down with her things and all set to their destination. Amando was so mesmerised on Illeanna’s appearance. Before living Illeanna’s place, the two bid goodbye to Ileanna’s family and after that off they go to Niagara.

Everything now is all set. Things, food for the whole day, their hotel where they will rest, and lastly the restaurant where they will eat for their romantic dinner. As they hit the road, the two are keep on talking so that no one will fall asleep as the go to their 3 day long date. As they talk…

“Illeanna, it’s been a while since we meet if I am not mistaken.”
“I know that Amando, it’s been a while since we know each other”
“So yeah what are you plans for this year?”
“Well, since I am already done with my school; I might get a job first and enjoy my career as a graphic designer.”
“Nice!”
“How about you, what are your plans for this year?”
“Well still I am not yet done with my university, I will finish my school and I might get a part-time job as I study”
“That will be great!”
“I know eh?!”

As they keep on talking and talking, they have reach their destination.  They went first to Hilton Fallsview and check-in to a 2 bedroom deluxe suite so that they can save money and at the same time they will have also a privacy as they sleep. After they check-in, leave their things in their bedroom, and set things up for their wonderful tour; they went to the lounge to relax even more so that they can chat and get to know each other. As they went to the lounge area…

“Illeanna, can I ask you something?”
“Sure! What is it?”
“I am afraid that you would still say no but I just want to ask…Can I court you this time”

(thinking so hard)

“Amando, it’s also been a while that we are together but if you really can wait up until I turned 25 for sure I will say yes to you”
(Kind a disappointed)
“Okay, I will wait for it, I know that your still moving on but I have say I will be right here waiting for you”

Both are happy this time even if they still stay friends. Their friendship grow and time made them stronger. People that are jealous with their relationship try to destroy them but still they grew strong.  Not far enough, Illeanna is turning 25 and she is starting her career as a graphic designer all of the sudden…

“Hi, Doctor, It’s been a long time that I haven’t visit you”
“I know that Illeanna! So What are you up to this time?”
“I just want to have my annual Physical Examination cause I felt something not right with my body”
“Okay then as you wish”

Illeanna has her Physical Examination and after how many weeks…

*RRRRRRIIIIINNNNGGGG!!!!*

“Hello..”
“Hi! This is from Doctor Anderson’s office. I just want to tell you that Doctor Anderson wants to see you this Saturday. Are you available on that day?
“Sure! Please book it up for me…”
“Thanks! So Saturday at 10:30 am”
“Okay then I’ll see you on Saturday”

Saturday came and….

“Hi! Doctor Anderson, it’s been two weeks that I have seen you. How  are you?
“I am good! How about you?”
“Well still I am losing weight drastically and getting weaker this past few days”
“That’s what I want to tell you Illeanna”
“What is it doc?”
“Let’s go to my office”

They are already went to Doctor Anderson’s offices and…

“Illeanna, sad to say that you have a cancer on your liver”
(Shock and teary-eyed)
“Can you say it again doc…”
“You have Liver Cancer stage 3. This stage  is kind a dangerous if you won’t go for a surgery and chemotherapy”
“How much it will cost me doctor if I start the treatment?”
“It’s up to the insurance company that you have and OHIP coverage. If there will be an excess you have to prepare likewise a $340,000 or more.”

Illeanna is in a great shock and devastated when she heard the news about her health condition. She went home talk to her parents and…

“Mom, dad, Lucita, I have something to tell you”
Mom and dad: What is it Illeanna?
Lucita: What is it sister?
“Can we go to a quieter place like in our common area”
All: Sure

They went all to their common place and Illeanna break the news already that she has a liver cancer stage three. The whole family was so devastated when they heard the news. Illeanna’s mom, dad and younger sister cry a lot but…

“Don’t cry mom, dad and my precious sister. I have still a chance if I just let Doctor Anderson operate me and take the chemotherapy soon.”
Mom: How much it will cause us?
“Well, Doctor Anderson told me that it depends upon the coverage of my insurance and OHIP coverage and if there will be an excess, we should prepare at least $340,000 or more”
Dad: If this is for your own sake we will going to sacrifice everything for our precious daughter. We don’t want to lose you.
“Thanks for your support Mom, dad, and Lucita.”

Illeanna never told this to Amando because she doesn’t want to know what’s going on to herself. One day, the two met and…

“Hey Illeanna, how are you?”
“I am good! how about you?”
“Same as you”
“Do you want to go somewhere else?”
“Sure”
“Do you want to go to the Art Gallery Ontario”?
“Sounds fun! Okay let’s go then…”

The two went to the art gallery and visit different exhibits and all of the sudden…

*Blaaaggg*

Amando ran towards Illeanna and try to wake her up but it doesn’t work. He called a security to call an ambulance. Finally the ambulance came and try to revive Illeanna. Luckily they revive Illeanna and rush her to the nearest hospital. They arrived already to St. Michael’s Hospital and admit Illeanna to a semi private room. Amando is still there waiting for updates on how her beloved Illeanna is. The family came and saw Amando. The girl’s dad ask him how is she but still they still don’t have any updates. Finally the family doctor arrived and attended Illeanna. The girl’s mom called Amando and talk to him and…

“Amando, I have something to tell you?”
“What is it ma’am?”
“Illeanna is sick.”
“What kind of sickness ma’am”
“She has a stage 3 Liver cancer and we are all doing our best to revive her”

Amando became devastated like what the family felt when they heard the news. He doesn’t know what to do. He cried privately to the washroom and went back where his beloved love is admitted. Few more days, Illeanna is getting weaker. They still continue the therapy. One day, Amando visited her to the hospital and…

“Illeanna, how are you”
“I am just fine”
(trying not to cry in front of Illeanna)
“My dear, I love you no matter what happened. From the first time I saw you in your college and until now my love won’t change for you.”
“Same here, Amando. But I cannot promise that I can stay forever with you. you know that I am getting weaker  but I love you too. I am fighting for my family and for you. I still don’t want to leave you cause I want to have kids to be with you as we grow older.”
(Both are crying in the room)

The family arrived to she their daughter. Everything went well and…

“Mom, dad. I have something to tell you…”
“What is it my darling?”
“I and Amando wants to tie a knot soon. We both love each other and I don’t want to leave him without any remembrance at all.”
(Mom and dad are chattering with one another)
“Illeanna, are you sure with this?”
“Yeah! I am sure with this.”
“Amando, are you sure with this?”
“Yes sir! I am sure with this”

Everything is all set. Both sides are happy and ready to prepare for the great event. Lucita became their wedding coordinator. Illeanna’s mom contacted every single catering company to quote for the meals and Illeanna’s dad well set their car for the said occasion. For Amando’s family they just help for the finances.

A year past and the said event is here already. People that they have invited are their. Friends, family, relatives, acquaintances and people who wants them to see the two lovers say their vow with one another. (Of course yours truly is there to see them)

Beautiful vows are pulled out, tears are shedding and at last! The ceremony is done. The two are happy and a year already passed by and Illeanna died. Eveyone became sad including her beloved Amando. A year past again when Illeanna died. Amando went to Illeanna’s home to see his second family. They just say hi and hello and celebrate the life of Illeanna.

Ah what a sad story! Life may be rude but love never. Things may come to your life but sometimes it has to go. Ah! What a beautiful but tragic story. I guess I have to look again for another same story of love that will last forever.  I’ll see around…

 

PS: This is an another excerpt from my notebook. I hope you will reading this story

Mi Corazón Está En Llamas (My heart is on Fire)

Okay another night of writing while killing my hype in the body. I don't know what to right now but my heart is on fire to express its passion in writing. Yes I do admit aside from cooking, playing piano and violin; I love writing especially blogging. Honestly, my whole world right now is putting everything out through writing cause I do admit that sometimes my mouth put me into danger when I talk a lot. Oh well time to write again.

Honestly as this journey continues; I am starting to fall in love again. I know you will ask me "have she met her Mr. Right?" I should say no I haven't met him yet because it's not yet time to be in a relationship. I am still seeking my true self being and my self worth once more. I know that I am coping up but still time will tell me if I am healed. Honestly what it makes me write right now is I just want to say that God put me loads of love in my heart. I am not empty because of Him. I am getting fond of him every single time. Honestly no words can explain how I am falling in love with him. Honestly being alone is the best thing that you can give to yourself (Sometimes) because you can ponder on things that you want to do in your life. No wonder that sometimes it made me realize things that I should have done on the past journeys that I did.

Honestly my passion right now is to keep serving the Lord no matter what happen because he is my first lover and at the same time he is my defender and knight. Why I am so bold in proclaiming this? I am so bold because He never fail me despite that I brush him off every single time that I am confused and lost; I am always reminded that he is carrying me up. Honestly His love never fails and he won't stop loving us because He is the man of compassion.

I know for sure some of you will ask? Is she insane on what she's talking about? Is she really setting aside of browsing his Mr. Right? Honestly I am not browsing my Mr. Right. I am waiting patiently because Patience is a virtue. As you wait for God's perfect timing; for sure he will give you a hundredfold blessing. I should say I will place my entire life to His Will because for God NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. Everything is possible to Him.

Until here then

Au reviour Passé

Okay its early morning almost time to go to work. I don't know what I am going to write this morning. I should say oh well here we go again. Honestly what drives me now is that I just want to blurt everything out through writing instead of voicing it out. Sometimes people won't listen to me or sometimes they will just create damn stories behind your back and they will turn innocent once they are facing you. That one hell of pain in the neck. I should say. I know it hard to find place or someone to trust right now. Honestly I am on that journey right now.

Honestly, It's hard to say whom you will trust and whom you will reject as a friend because nowadays people are playing good. I am telling you this, people who do that to you are the people who have loads of regrets in life. They just want to you to be destroyed at all cost. I am telling you they are clinging on to their hang ups in life. I am not pin pointing people here but yes there people like that. Most people try their best to catch you off guard and ask about your personal life. BS! (Sorry for if I am being anal to this and I am sorry to some audience who knows me personally....I AM NOT A PERFECT PERSON!) You don't have business with their personal life okay get a life! Seriously ask yourself first before making any damage to that person okay, Know that person and stop being a a**h** (Sorry again) to other people's life. Just shut up get a life and deal with your own stuff.

People who are being victimized with this two faces; my piece of advice to you is that learn how to play games with them because first things first they know how to play safe and they know when they will attack you at all cost. Not just only that they know what's you weakest point and what will be your strongest point; so be always on guard with your emotions. Better to play safe that to be sorry at the end. Honestly be who you are. Let them think that they are just a piece not Nil. Nihilism is the best thing that you can give to them. Show them what you've got because they are just an another person who thinks that they are greater than you.

Second thing always prepare safe answers to your surroundings. Be like a showbiz person because like what I have said it's better to be safe than to be sorry. There are a lot of paparazzi out there. Just wave and prepare for those questions every single day. Always smile despite that you are hurt. Wave and live like no tomorrow (but in control okay).

Third thing always make sure if you have a new friend that you have met pray for him/her because you don't know what will happen as you walk your journey with your new friends,

Lastly, have faith with God because no matter what happened He is the only guy that you can hang on, cry on, hug on and most especially depend on everything.  Surrender everything because He knows everything about you.

Until here then