Easter Mourn

Hi Everyone! First of all I just want to greet you a happy Easter. I hope that you have commemorate the true essence of Easter within you family and friends. Second thing is that, I know that blog supposed to be updated on regular basis but being an independent blogger on my side seems to be hard. I have to think my own topic and at the same time when you are working in a industry where you have to be ready at all times you will definitely have a hard time to think what should I do next when you are handling a blog. Anyways, I am here again writing because finally I found time and topic to write.

For the past 40 days of reflection that I have done, I did realize one thing as a returning faithful. Yes! I do admit that I again a pit fall when I start working to a new company and at the same time I let the darkness blind me up so that I cannot see the real light. I am not a perfect person but It's good to be back on track on His arm. Anyways, that realization that I am still pondering on is that being alone in this earth is not a curse it's a blessing that you have to embrace with. I am proud to say that I am single for 5 years and I am happy where I am right now. I know most of you will say "Hey! for sure you are still young; but we are sensing that you are not getting younger anymore. You must find your partner in life." To be honest with you my dear readers; I am not rushing things up. If I rush things I will get hurt. God is still moulding me as a person. I am still healing myself to the wounds of the past that sometimes that I dwell with. I am still on my reflection and journey where seeking the true essence of being a single. I know it is scary to walk alone in this world; but when you have a strong faith, he will not leave you at all cost.

Honestly as I draw myself again to prayers and adoration, I start falling in love again to God. It's like an amazing feeling when you face him in the tabernacle. Facing him every single day after work, it's like you are ending ending your day with him before ending it totally with your family. I must admit I am drawn to seek for more of Him and less of me. I am thirsty as a faithful and I want to serve my God more than anything else. I am have short comings as I continue my journey; but I always remember this that God is a merciful father. He will always accept you no matter what short comings that you have done in your life.

When you start to follow him whether for the nth time or looking to fulfill the missing spot in your life; any fears, sorrow, pain, persecution, rejection or whatsoever it will be nothing. Remember who stand for him no one can stand against him. I am still on my great journey as a faithful. I am still praying and asking him what is his plan for me. Never be scared to ask him because according to Mt. 7:7 Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you."(NASB). He is just waiting for you to call His name. Sometimes you will feel dry but when he let you feel that pray even harder because at the end of that darkness you will see again the light. Always embrace every single hardships and always rejoice in times of darkness and trials. When the devil see that you are rejoicing despite the hardships; he is shaking in fear because he knows that you are not scared to face it. Like what Ps. 27:1 said "The Lord is my light and my salvation, Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the defense of my life; Whom shall I dread?" Always remember he is always there for you no matter what. He will turn your mourning into dancing, he will lift you up when you start obeying him. When there are people who are hard to love, pray for them because they don't know what they are doing. 

All I can say is, whatever is going into your life and your are start giving up, the only weapon that we can do is when we kneel down to our father. When you are starting to be impatient [I must admit I am impatient too. :)], don't stop praying because for sure he will give you the answer not on the time that we want, but on his great timing. Everything that you are feeling right now, whether you are happy, sad or whatsoever, Just pray. He wants to listen to your daily stories.

Until here then