Bitter Sweet Pie

It's almost midnight and my mind bombarded with loads of unwanted thoughts in this manner. Honestly once again I really don't know what should I write but somethings bothering me still. I know you might thinking this maybe connected to "What's up Ketchup" entry. I should say partly yes and partly no. I am honestly overthinking again and again. I should say I should stop this nonsense thinking and get through this writing.

I will get this thing straight to the point somethings you thought that everything is fine and you are happy walking with your lonesome journey; but because of your overthinking and I should say a little bit of hang up everything will kind a back into place. Honestly I kind a blame myself trusting other people whom do you not know for ages. It's painful because you put your trust way too much and in the end it will backfire to you. Honestly because of this happening; I learn loads of things. First thing you have to know a person for ages; why? because this way you will really know if he/she is real to you. Honestly, I should agree with those people who I have talk to that I have to screen people and I have to vigilant at all cost because people can play to be a nice person but in the end they are destroying your innocence and dignity.

Honestly, deep inside of this happy mask that I am wearing, when you remove it; it's full of scars, battle wounds and brokenness deep side. I admit that I am not a perfect person but as I walk wit this journey I know that I have someone who is guiding me and lifting me up. I should say I am happy where I am right now; but sometimes, pain and disappointments knock my head and put me into a situation where I can't smile any longer. Honestly, no one is a victim here I am not playing a victim here but I am telling you this look for a great friend that you can trust. Take time to know the person.

Another learning that I've learn from this little storm that I am experiencing right now, don't be obvious if you want to catch the person itself. I know some of you wants to have a physical or mental revenge but I should tell you this nothing will happen if you attack. A mature man/woman attacks their attacker through prayer, Prayer can change everything. Always remember faith can move the mountain.Nothing more nothing less.

Life is like food, different flavour different pungency, and different cooking techniques. Sometimes life is sweet, sometimes sour, sometimes salty, sometimes spicy, and sometimes bitter. You really don't know how God will work on you. All I can say fight everything with bended knees because Satan fears Jesus and Jesus casts away every single thing that you are experiencing right now. Remember this you are not alone in your journey. Jesus is with you at all cost. Not just only that you guardian angel is with you and our Mother Mary. Always remember this life like no tomorrow but with discipline. We only live once and make the most of it. Be you and don't let anyone extinguish your light.

Until here then